July – The Past And Tomorrow

June, the start of summer, and now comes July. In just a few days, I will turn 33, and my life still continues on, but tomorrow is another story. Though I never would have lived this long, but there’s always a reason. Plus, without the truth, I wouldn’t be here today.

Many times, I often remember things from the past, and wishing I could start over again. Even to turn back time, to correct the mistakes I made, but that would not come to be.

From this day on, as time continues, I will continue to grow in understanding, but not by my own ability alone. One may not know what I am saying here, but even I too don’t know what I am saying here either, because I am myself flesh and blood.

Looking ahead, whatever tomorrow be, will be, and I have to live to the fullness of my days. Even so, I have to continue to fight the fight, and I have to move on forward to tomorrow.